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08 September 2009

Author Guest Post by Masha Hamilton

Parenting the Nearly-Grown
by Masha Hamilton

“Times are bad. Children no longer obey their parents, and everyone is writing a book.” Roman philosopher and orator Marcus Tullius Cicero, 106-43 B.C.
Not long after the second of my three children was born, I sat at the kitchen table late one evening talking to my dad about parental responsibility. It’s a big topic and we were covering lots of philosophical ground, but what I remember most is my pronouncement that my primary job could be boiled down quite simply and starkly: I had to keep safe these beings released into my charge. I needed to keep them alive.
These were the musings of a new parent, of course. The circumstances, too, should be considered; the first child had been born in Jerusalem during the intefadeh, and the second was born as I was reporting from Moscow during the collapse of Communism. In both situations, I repeatedly came face-to-face with life’s fragility.
But even in calmer times, even after the birth of my third child, I never lost the feeling that my main duty was to pass them on into adulthood as unscathed as possible, as healthy in every way as they could be.
It sounds pretty simple, on the face of it. We perform many jobs as parents: nurturers, playmates, cheerleaders, short-order cooks, nurses, disciplinarians, detectives, spiritual leaders. Keeping them safe should not be the hardest, not with the help of baby monitors, plastic devices to cover electrical outlets, pads for sharp corners, child-proof medicine bottles, the list goes on.
And in fact, we passed through well, with just the usual rounds of stitches, one violent dog attack, a rabies scare and a few months when my youngest fell so often and got so many bumps on his forehead that my husband and I joked someone was surely going to call child services on us.
Now, though, my youngest is 14, and as they’ve grown, I recognize my job has been transformed. It is to give them trust and space so they can develop confidence in their ability to make their own lives. And yet the two oldest, at ages 19 and 20, are in a period of time that seems almost like a parentheses in their lives. They are certainly not children, but nor are they quite adults. Meanwhile, I say and think all the usual things parents have been saying and thinking since—well, perhaps ever since Cicero, whose words I keep taped to my office wall: it’s rougher out there than it was in my time. More chaotic. More violent. More dangerous.
And everyone is writing a book.
It was, in fact, into my latest novel, 31 Hours, that I channeled my fears. Among other things, the novel offered a chance to explore what it means to be the parent of someone on the cusp of adulthood but not yet there. The mother in 31 Hours, Carol, is strong and independent, free of empty nest syndrome, but her maternal intuition is strong and she’s concerned about her 21-year-old son’s growing emotional distance, the way he seems tense and depressed. Her fears are amorphous and hard to convey; nevertheless, as she lies awake in the dark, she decides to trust the hunch that something is wrong, and to spend the next day trying to track her son Jonas down and “mother him until he shrugs her off.”
There are many themes in the novel, but one question it asks—one pertinent to all parents and one I’m still trying to answer for myself—is this: after years of being vigilant and protecting our kids, what should we do—and what are we allowed to do—to keep them safe once they are nearly, but not quite, grown?

I cannot wait to receive my copy of 31 Hours! Fortunately for my readers, 31 Hours will be available for sale beginning today! More information about Masha's novel can be found on the website as well as a wonderful video trailer for the novel.

I would like to thank Unbridled Books for allowing me to take part in the blog tour, 31 Hours by Masha Hamilton. Please check back for my review later in the month.
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3 comments:

Jennifer-EightyMPHMom said...

This sounds like a wonderful book - and what a fun post to read!

•´.¸¸.•¨¯`♥.Erin.♥´¯¨•.¸¸.´• said...

Reading these fears, all a common thread in parenthood. Mat and I have nervously joked about someone calling CPS on us after the first week or so of Charlie walking. She was so bruised up, even on her bottom from her falls.

Sounds like an insightful read.

Leane said...

Wow, this is so very powerful. It brought tears to my eyes. I had had a discussion just today (with my mom) on the role of parents and how so many seem focused on superficial tasks and do not seem to fulfill the ultimate goal of parenting: raising strong healthy children that will surely become strong healthy adults. Many parents seem focused now on there own comforts & interest & have forgotten to be protective & defensive for their children's sake. Great post.